Utterly Disappointed With My LRT Exam...

I hate examinations... But I simply cant escape from them... I feel its absurb to judge a person's ability in a mere 2 hours exam after attending for a few months of lessons...

Today, I just have my LRT (Leisure, Recreation and Tourism) examination... It sucks... I have spent so much effort in preparing for it... For this exam, I even did research on the net so my answers will be unique from the others... However, once i stepped into the examination hall, all was lost... In a panic, I had forgotten to include all the important points for my essay... And I believe like everyone else, there is this stupid time constraint...

Examinations test a person's ability to cope with stress more than to test one's knowledge... I am not boasting... But I am good and creative in my answer... Its just that stress and time constraints (plus my slow handwriting) are often the hindrance to my performance... Think I ve flung this semester's examination... after so much hardwork put in all my projects... 11 projects!!! But i ve managed to get 10 of them at least an A-... (The last one was not given back) I even have 3 of my personal journals put up on the IVLE as model essays... I am the ONLY ONE... That proves that I am not stupid... However, many people think that I am from those inferior batches of students... Its their perceptions that have caused me to lose confidence in myself...

Oh... Please... If there is a GOD, a BUDDHA or ALLAH up there, I hope a miracle will happen for me... What I need now is LUCK... Sigh... Really feel like slapping myself for not being at my fullest form in examinations.........