Dreamt of Dreamcatcher (A friend who will nv forgive me)
I just woke up... and I was hoping I ll never wake up from that dream... Have not even brush my teeth, I rushed to the computer and started typing in this blog... Trying to recap the sweetest part of the dream...
Her nick is dreamcatcher...
This dream took place in a school (Cos everyone else was wearing uniform)... I just finished class or should i say, i just finished my last day in that school... As i was trying to get out of school that was packed with other students, I saw her... Smiling to me... Trying hard to smile to me... I can't believe what I've just saw so I ignored her and increase my pace... (Cos i was so ashamed to see her again... I had made her sad so I dun think she's smiling to me...) However, in the end, I still turned back... This time I am sure she was smiling... I smiled back.. I gave her the most sincere smile i can give... and the most apologetic one.... Her fren (whom i dunno in real life) said something to her and then to me... "He is a nice guy in school....." blah blah blah... She's teasing me but i know that she's trying to make her forgive me... Thanks to that stranger friend... I was so happy... cos she is smiling to me... But she never said a word to me...
That night, i remembered me dressed myself as a pizza deliveryman (haha... It was just so normal when i was dreaming... but now... i think its absurb!!) trying to get past the security of her condominium (in real life she dun live there)... I do not know her exact apartment no., so I tried looking into windows of different apartments and even entering some of them thru the ajarred doors... Just to look for her... Reason for doing all this: to be sure that she has forgiven me (I was hoping she tell me personally that she has)
From the top storey of the building to the bottom... I cant find her... Fianlly, in the ground floor... I saw her finally... with her friend again... "There... I tell you he will come looking for you tonight!!!" The friend said... Dream catcher smiled again... I smiled back... She told me actually she saw me desperately looking for her... I can feel that she was touched by what I did... Finally the dream ended with dreamcatcher, the friend and a few other friends going off for a movie... The last words i heard was from her friend... "Since 3 of us have birthdays that lies within a week, we should cherish this friendship..."(which is not true!!!) Dreamcatcher has finally forgiven me... (Thats actually not true also when I woke up)
No... She hasn't... I woke up and it was all a dream... Thats the nicest dream i had and the most cruel one... One moment of joy and another moment of emptiness... everything was just a dream... Just a dream... Just a dream... Just a dream... =(
Her nick is dreamcatcher...
This dream took place in a school (Cos everyone else was wearing uniform)... I just finished class or should i say, i just finished my last day in that school... As i was trying to get out of school that was packed with other students, I saw her... Smiling to me... Trying hard to smile to me... I can't believe what I've just saw so I ignored her and increase my pace... (Cos i was so ashamed to see her again... I had made her sad so I dun think she's smiling to me...) However, in the end, I still turned back... This time I am sure she was smiling... I smiled back.. I gave her the most sincere smile i can give... and the most apologetic one.... Her fren (whom i dunno in real life) said something to her and then to me... "He is a nice guy in school....." blah blah blah... She's teasing me but i know that she's trying to make her forgive me... Thanks to that stranger friend... I was so happy... cos she is smiling to me... But she never said a word to me...
That night, i remembered me dressed myself as a pizza deliveryman (haha... It was just so normal when i was dreaming... but now... i think its absurb!!) trying to get past the security of her condominium (in real life she dun live there)... I do not know her exact apartment no., so I tried looking into windows of different apartments and even entering some of them thru the ajarred doors... Just to look for her... Reason for doing all this: to be sure that she has forgiven me (I was hoping she tell me personally that she has)
From the top storey of the building to the bottom... I cant find her... Fianlly, in the ground floor... I saw her finally... with her friend again... "There... I tell you he will come looking for you tonight!!!" The friend said... Dream catcher smiled again... I smiled back... She told me actually she saw me desperately looking for her... I can feel that she was touched by what I did... Finally the dream ended with dreamcatcher, the friend and a few other friends going off for a movie... The last words i heard was from her friend... "Since 3 of us have birthdays that lies within a week, we should cherish this friendship..."(which is not true!!!) Dreamcatcher has finally forgiven me... (Thats actually not true also when I woke up)
No... She hasn't... I woke up and it was all a dream... Thats the nicest dream i had and the most cruel one... One moment of joy and another moment of emptiness... everything was just a dream... Just a dream... Just a dream... Just a dream... =(
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